Wednesday, June 24, 2015

Being A Moonwalker: Then, Now And Forever

It's simple but at the same time very hard, cause it's really personal. I have been a Michael Jackson fan for about 26 years now.

The first time I saw him I saw the child in the mirror, he was everything I wanted to be as a human being, what I was meant to be as a lightworker (we are here to change the world).

Being a Moonwalker was always an amazing thing for me. I had the luck to only meet people in my real life that liked or respected MJ. I was lucky enough in my whole life to be around people that even not being his fans liked his songs that I put to play so loud everyday to dance and sing and sometimes they would even scream from the street for me to play it again. It was really fun to see the reaction of others to his music, videos, his art in general and my interaction with it all.

That Michael is a genius everybody knows, but what brought me even closer to him was his heart, his humanitarian self. I could see him with my heart, not only my eyes. He became a big part of my life, my heart and my own self.

As a Brazilian child I learned English to understand his lyrics and it was so easy because I could already feel what he meant on his songs. He is the beat, he is the man I call Love.

I grew up with MJ. His love, his music. He was all around me, he was my heartbeat and that helped me go through the difficult times I had in my life and still does to this day. I had to watch him suffer hell and I suffered with him and he always showed a super human strength so I had to be strong too. If he could do it, so could I.

I won't go into details cause as I said before it's hard because it's personal and most people won't understand anyway, people will think is just another crazy fan that wants to feel special, who is obsessed, but my relationship with Michael Jackson goes beyond being a fan, goes on a spiritual level, I could see his soul, not only his genius, but actually the depth of his genuine love and concern for this planet. We had the same mission on this earth just in different levels.

He made me a better person, he helped me accept myself as I was, beautifully different, and when he was gone he took a part of me with him and left a part of him with me. We are one as he always said.

Being a Moonwalker for me is so much more than posting pictures of him on social networks, having his albums and memorabilia, supporting him and his family, it's who I am and who I will always be.

I love you and miss you Michael Jackson from the bottom of my heart and I will always love you. Thank you for being in my life my Magical Child. Thank you for bringing so much joy, light and love to the world. May God bless you and we will meet someday, just watch!

Sunday, June 21, 2015

Michael Jackson And The Number 7

Now the new urban legend with the name of Michael Jackson is the strange connection of the "King of Pop" with the number 7. According to website TMZ, "many strange facts tie the life of Michael with the macabre number".

* Michael Jackson signed his will on 7/7/2002.

* A ceremony in honor of Michael was on Tuesday, 7/7/09 days, just 7 years after the signing of the will.

* Two of the biggest hits of the star ("Black and White" and "Billie Jean") became the first of the charts for 7 weeks.

* The three largest and best album ("Thriller," "Bad" and "Dangerous") put 7 songs on the charts of "Top 40".

* Michael was the 7th child of 9.

* The pop-idol was born in 1958, which when added give the two dozen 77.

* Michael died on 25th, which also adds 7.

* Finally, Michael Jackson has 7 letters in his name and surname.

Friday, June 19, 2015

Michael Jackson - An Angel Of L.O.V.E.

25th of June is coming and my heart has been crying for some time now. I try to stay positive and thank God for the wonderful gift of being alive in this generation to have had the honor to follow Michael Jackson's career since I was a little girl.

I was born a lightworker but I could have chosen not to do anything, but when I saw Michael for the first time there was no way back, if that Larger than life Angel, with fame, money was so humble and caring to want to change the world, like the lyrics of Man In The Mirror: "Who am I to be blind, pretending not to see their needs." Who was I not to try to make this world a better place?

Michael Jackson was a gift sent from God to this world to teach us love, unity and charity. And for that he paid the ultimate price. ANYONE THAT THINKS THEY CAN CHANGE THE WORLD FOR THE BETTER IS SEEN AS DANGEROUS. He was no exception. 

He spent his whole life being label weird, a freak, eccentric. Slandered by the media with lies and gossip and falsely accused of being a child molester, something that broke his spirit since his mission in this world was to show us all that we should care for our children cause they are the future. We are responsible for the adults they will become.

Michael Jackson was the voice for the voiceless, he was the strength for the minorities. He just wanted to do good and love and be loved by the human being he was and not the cash machine he could be.

The world was not prepared for someone like him. Cause in the sick minds of most of us, there is always an agenda. Like my mother used to tell me when I was a child, that people would always think you are capable of doing what they are capable of doing. Since most of us do the things we do with second intentions being them wanting fame, money, celebrity, attention, control and manipulation of others. etc... we don't know what pure, unconditional love is. Most of us couldn't believe Michael Jackson was any different and thought: "He can't be that good, something is not right with this guy." And later with the allegations the sick minded ones thought: "I knew it, he couldn't be that good." Yes he could, and he was!

I decided to write this because we the fans are part of his legacy and I noticed that we have been dividing ourselves due to fakes on social networks, but not only that. NO fake in the world could divide us if we didn't allow them to. We are forgetting that Michael Jackson was about LOVE and not hate. He was about UNITY (WE ARE ONE) and not fights and division. He would never tell you to block a fellow fan, not even if this fan had hurt him for real. He would never tell you to attack anyone, he would never put himself in the "I'm the victim" character. Michael Jackson was a warrior. He never asked anyone to fight his fight for him, on the contrary, he would use his tools, his power to fight our fights for us.

Let's remember the REAL Michael Jackson, the one we love and his message of LOVE, UNITY, TOLERANCE AND CHARITY. Let's remember the Michael Jackson that asked us not to judge people, specially the ones we don't even know. Let's remember the Michael Jackson that asked us so many times to HEAL THE WORLD.

And for the ones that only talk about haters, "Oh poor me I have haters", haters, haters, haters, blablabla. Let's pray for these ones cause what they need is love. You talk about what's in your heart, even when you have no conscience you're doing it. If all you talk about is haters, the hate is in your head and heart, nowhere else.

So, let's honor Michael Jackson the best way we can following his messages, the love is there, in his music, in his actions, in his smile. Let's try to be united and respect each other for the love of him, even when we have different opinions. That's what He would want us to do as his fans and his legacy. Because we are the ones now with the job to continue what he started. And let's never forget that our Hero Michael Jackson is the man called L.O.V.E.

Tuesday, March 24, 2015

Surviving Cyber Bullying On Social Networks Being An MJ Fan

When we go to social networks, we are looking for an environment where we can relax and find people with the same interests as we do to befriend.

That was my thought when I started to use my twitter account I had since 2008 in August last year. How wrong I was!

I met a "friend" that at first was the sweetest person I've ever met, he was an MJ RP, always telling how much he loved me, almost too good to be true... because it was...

After a while he asked me to block someone cause they were rude to him and I believed him and did, then some time later he came with the same thing but this time the someone that was rude to him was a good friend of mine, that I knew a lot better than I knew him. So I thought wait, something is fishy there and I waited to talk to her and found out it was the other way around. 

The guy was a control freak that insulted and unfollowed her just because she didn't have an MJ logo on her twitter page, but the day before that he said he loved her so much.

The amazing thing was that the very next day I was the one with a nasty DM of his waiting for me calling me names, accusing me of playing with people's feelings and the list goes on just because I didn't comply with his order to block my friend. Truth is he was just getting started, this way his MO he would tell you to do something and if you didn't he would attack you, block you and tell others on DM to block you too cause you hurt him. This way nobody would ever know what really happened between his victims and himself and he could play the victim.

I started to meet lots of other people he did the same to and I couldn't be quiet cause I KNOW FOR A FACT THAT HE WON'T STOP and many more will be hurt in the future. So the other victims of his and me would talk about what he did to us in hopes others would see and be careful for the same not to happen to them, that's when the bullying started, he making jokes calling us haters, devils that our day was coming, threatening to make a movie to show the good and bad people in his life (a good way to expose us to his followers so more people could bully us), threatened to go to court because we were harassing him and finally put our @ names on his page lying that we were fake MJ fans that have hurt him and would hurt others asking people to please block us.

His last one, he wrote a twitlong talking about suicidal thoughts because the "hate club" according to him (talking about his victims that came out and spoke about what he did in public) hated him and wanted him gone and all the pity talk he could throw out but that a stranger was with him on the phone giving him strength not to kill himself and in the same twitlong he asked people not only to block us but to report us so we would be gone.

Guys social networking bullying is true and nobody is safe from suffering it, and the social network itself won't be much of a help to you. You know how many times this guy was reported? Hundreds and he just deletes tweets and keeps going. So be careful out there, specially with RPs of famous people and unverified pages of famous celebrities that you love. They surely are fakes but they will use the love you have for the celebrity they are portraying to get control over you, and you never know who is on the other side of the screen, can be a psychopath,  a pedophile, a narcissistic and the list goes on.